Grey ~ v/v

Screaming from the top of my lungs
Please stop, please stop, please stop
Please stop!
Won’t you stop tearing every fiber of my being
Can’t you see
Can’t you see
What you’re doing to me
The end
I want it now
I need it now
Fucking Now!
You play these games
You fuck up my head
You don’t live under my bed
You’re all around
You’re the creek in the stairs
You’re the squeak in the doors
You’re the shattered glass that cuts my heart
You drink my blood
It warms your tongue
It fills your belly
You devour every bit of life I breathe
Why won’t you let me die
Why do you constantly save me
Why am I being punished
When you just keep taking
To hell and back
This is it
This is hell



15 thoughts on “Grey ~ v/v

  1. I would hug you if I could. Hugs are good for both the participants. 🙂 This is powerful, Antony. ❤

  2. i can relate. truly it’s not fun to be in this place, opposite of bliss. love to you, Antony. i can only think of trite things to say, like it is always darkest before dawn. keep walking in faith that you can emerge. pain has 3 stages: a beginning, a middle and an end. these thoughts have helped me to get through the valleys of shadows time and again. know i’m here if i can do anything to help. truly, my friend. xoxo

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