Disappeared

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imagine a vision, a beauty beyond compare
soft on her heels, an angels approach
a heaven sent gift, in the name of woman
the draw from her allure, is this hearts cure
her potion fills, it intoxicates the will
he must, muster up the courage, for passion to flourish

yet, with every fleeting moment he dispares
the thought of being loved by a lovely dove
tis the fear inside that chains his soul
kept at bay in a solitary way
the brain begs to leap but waits
for life to take his hand, oh heart

listen to the brain, usually it is he
who stumbles to a halt, preventing love to start
telling the heart as it beats faster to slow down
weighing the pros and cons, rights and wrongs
a rational approach to getting involved
where the heart just wants to fall, in love

constant reminders of brokens dreams
pulls on the heart that breaks the strings
falls to the ground, kneeling and praying
thinking rather than doing
allowing time to pass
he disappeared

Ax

this was written extremely high ha! if the flow sucks, grammmar sucks (usually does lol) i blame the weed. peace out. thank you all again for the love, means the world.
you guys fucking rock 😜

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Happy and Free


With just the right amount, the heart can make us see
Past the walls that confine you and me
To a world unknown, majestic and free
Yet a heart trapped in glass can never be

Let it bleed from the spout
Let it live, day in, day out
Raise our heads and with might, shout
Shout out what we’re fuming about

This time is too short to let it slip by
Look’em straight in the eye
And give them a piece of your pie
Good or bad it doesn’t matter as long as you try

I can see the stars at night
I imagine them sparkling so bright
I wish, wishes were true to right
All the wrongs that have crossed my sight

I can see the moon shinning on the sea
The sounds of the waves, calling me
To step outside my door and greet thee
All the other hearts roaming outside happy and free

Ax

A Chance For Us

  
I want your touch to feel the heat melt with mine
I want your love to hold its passion from inside
I want your kiss to fill my lungs with the air you breathe
I want it now to have and keep to the end of time

Don’t let me wait standing all alone in your company
Don’t make me beg but I will to show my strength
Don’t say this or that, excuses that it’s not meant to be
Don’t turn away from the path leading this way

But you will, you always do out of fear
But that’s you, you’ve been broken so many times
But it doesn’t have to be, there is a future here
But a chance for us, is all we need

Ax

free our hearts

look around at the world
look around, everywhere
the sun above
warmth of light
that leads to night

caravan of clouds that float
free of care they gloat

trees that stand
limbs stretched out
embracing those who take flight
the wind gently sweeps
as leaves pantomime a fall

the earth that loves
releasing doves

from dust to dust
the soaring spirit rising higher must
breathe the faith born in us
forego any malice to do our part
in life we must free our hearts

Ax

Thoughts of You

  
Between here and there,
the space is filled,
with an ache to touch,
to feel,
to be.

Embraced by the breath,
that escapes from a yearning,
beating,
heart.

Letting go,
of haves and have nots,
for the sake of falling,
into a moment of want.

Spiraling sensations,
that tingles,
in the pit of a belly that hungers.

A thirst for a kiss,
never had
but wished it to be.

Soaked to the bone,
as a tempest invades,
the mere ecstasy of desire.

Sending every fiber,
that vibrates and twitches,
every muscle,
uncontrollably insane.

Driving mad,
the chances lost,
that could have been,
with thoughts of you.

Ax

Souls Kept In A Cage i/v

  
So many souls, that have travelled the world
Free from their cages, held safe in solitaire
A squeaky gate that sounds an alarm when opened
The bars disappear in a sigh of tears
Muster the courage, to fall from a perch
Spreading the wings that God gave souls
The glory of their feathers, beats within the heart
To feel the wind rise from feet to eyes
Glide on a journey to live outside
Feel what’s it’s like to get high
Souls kept in a cage, alone, will die
Taste what life has to offer
Drink it’s nectar blessed at the alter
Promise what you say
Breathe every fucking day
Love in colour, straight or gay

Ax

I Belong To You Now ~ a duet

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Tender, would my heart be, if only set free
Would you, care to look at me
Would you, open your eyes to see
What my soul, bares for thee

If I looked at thee
I fear my heart would see
What I have always yearned for
And never thought would be

Like the sun that warms a spring day
Embraced in arms, these arms that weigh
Troubles whoa, is a tragedy we say
I say, let go and come my way

To fly into your arms
What a joy that would be
What holds me back?
The other who came before me

The past is past, let’s let it be
We’ll never know true love, unless free
Free to take desires wanton glee
Take my hands and come to me

So easy to say, yet not to do
With her scent still clinging, still upon you
Still, I’m desperate for the sweet press of your body to mine
Even knowing, a surety, it would ruin me in time

Time, like the rise of day to the fall of night
Betwixt heaven and hell and beyond, fiery light
Travel through space past the Milky Way
To a world that waits for you at bay

Your words, seductive and sweet
Meant always to sweep me off my feet
But alarm bells are ringing in my head
I can’t believe you, I can’t trust you, I have to walk away instead

Palms turned up with my final plea
The gaze of my heart from my eyes see
A star in the distance, I cannot reach
To soothe the fear in you, a pity I do beseech

My heart is breaking, the pull to you desperately strong
My fear is overpowering, I don’t think I can hold out long
I need to know I’m the only star in your sky, no other do you need
To soothe my fear, to bring me closer, I want to follow where you lead

I cannot say what tomorrow will bring
What I can say, is today my heart sings
A love for you that blooms like spring flowers
Tending our garden, a blossom of eternal colors

Do I take a chance, step into the abyss
Risk my heart and soul for such a thing as bliss
You entice me, enthrall me, beguile me, it’s true
I want each moment spent only with you

Picture this, may I bleed with no remiss
Each day would be greeted with a kiss
Your beating heart, protected in my greed
To own your every breath and fill your every need

The picture you’ve painted, I’ve coveted for so long
My heart is enraptured, my soul full of song
To be yours, to start and end my days with you
To be held in grace and honor, to have it just be us two

Climb aboard, my chariot of fire will rise above
Through stars, pulled by winged stallions thereof
The deepest cries of a love that is promised
In a song, sung, to the glow of flaming comets

A garden, a paradise, a virtual cocoon
To be the smile you wake to, your sun, your moon
My heart full of promise, I belong to you now
My soul to light your darkness, my solemn vow

A Collaboration ~ SirenSong1208 and Ax

Hello friends. I’m very excited to share with you all a collaboration with SirenSong1208. Those of you who know of her magic know how talented this amazing Poetess is. If there is anyone who is not familiar, please, please visit Here SirenSong and ride along for a trip through poetry bliss.

Siren, it was a wonderful experience working with you. thank you so much for joining me, your humbled fan and friend.