Afterlife


The pain surged, as gale-force winds blew
The stinging spray from the sea whips
Like the tip, of snapping leather rips

Every slap across the face, echoes
The sound of another child burned
At the hand that rocks the cradle, scorned

Drenched by flowing tears
A storm that never disappears
Until a hurricane wipes clear

A hate that rises from the depths of despair
Deep as the lowest point in the sea
Turning cold, a heart that does not see

The boy, becomes a man
Toe to toe, eye to eye
Face, to face the end of a reign

Words are worthless, no need to explain
A simple stare from the dark side of hell
As the blade pierces the flesh in pain

Eyes once black, strikes to fire
As flames grow higher
Penetrating steel burns brighter

No twitch nor a sinister grin
Taking a life is a sin
There is no joy, no triumphant win

All that’s left is an end to the misery of a past
Except for the blade, still held in hand
It’s ghost gleams off the razor sharp edge

Pray for death, to clear the mind
Wish for it, in hopes to find
An afterlife, filled with love, in kind

Ax

Pass The Dutchie Β ~ Β iiΒ 

  
Every breath, once would sting
The in, the out, the shaking about
In count, one, two, three, now blows free
Releasing hold of weight, now drowning

Every breath, now sings
The sad going in, comes out in a hymn
In praise of those met, in this life of sin
Who have inspired to live as desired

Every breath, once would cry
Unheard wails that would vibrate walls
Deaf to the ears that lived, in a shared space
Soothed by the eyes, fueled by wifi

Every breath, now sighs
In peace is found, a once hardened heart
Releasing breath of the past
Inhaling, need of life, for a futures creed

Every breath, once would speak
The words of forgiveness, we all seek
To err is human, to forgive is divine love
Is it that hard? to let anger, go the way of

Ax

Best day of the year is coming. April 20th. 4:20 happens 3 times
not that i follow that rule, i smoke pretty much when I want. except in church but I dont go to church (me thinks, I is damned)

Insanely Bound

  
Deep within castle walls
Stone and iron forged by master hands
The abyss, bathed in urine
Deep within castle walls
A prisoner held, King and Church commands
Where silhouettes are seen like vermin
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Dark and damp an infestation of life
Tears dried up by the light of the new moon
Deep within castle walls
Tortured soul beaten near to death
The dying song in my heart will come soon
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Time is lost of night and day
Like time stands still
Deep within castle walls
Forgotten by all, left to decay
Except for pain, it stays to kill
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Misery, happy keeping company
The sounds of laughter slash
Deep within castle walls
A broken mind, led by puppetry
Hung and scarred, bleeding gash
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Surrendered faith and all it’s glory
Only silence comes from breath
Deep within castle walls
A skeleton hangs with flesh, rotten and gory
This is the stench of death
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Death, the only hope still owned
By a heart barely beating
Deep within castle walls
Prayers said, to end this life intoned
Bowed to the ground begging
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
Demons feed to keep alive
A pet, to pet in misery
Deep within castle walls
This sinner for eternity to survive
Flesh for fun, pulled slowly
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Deep within castle walls
The soul of life is sold
For a crumb, I craved to taste
Deep within castle walls
A never ending story told
Of sin, a life left to waste
With all the pounding, pounding, pounding in my head
Chains rattling
Insane, insane, insanely bound by lead

Ax

the photo used found on tumblr. it has nothing to do with the poem. i just love this pic. its fucking hot…seriously hot, come on, its hot!

Stallions From The Sea

  
With a weighted heart, collapsing lungs burst air
That breathes a tempest to life
The grey in the sky, hangs heavy
Clouds ruffled like a blanket that covers
Churning the waves, they dance higher and higher
Curls that splash, white frothy bubbles
Stampeding to shore in anger
It tears at the earths grain
The sands of time
That has been stained
By the blood
Of pain
Stallions from the sea
Purity
Cleansing
Humanity

Ax

art by: Lucy Kemp-Welsh ~ Foam Horses 1896