So Black, It’s Blue


As if blind…

A nothing except for those particles
Close your eyes and you’ll see darts of sparkles
But not a line nor a curve to shape alpha or numericals
Starless, blackness, a sky, so black, it’s blue
The sadness that it consumes
Obscures truth to confuse

Gibberish spewed like pulsating electrodes
Overload eminent deciphering words in codes
Via tweets, hashtags that virally explodes
The hate is winning in a world, so black, it’s blue
How life is measured by colour and religious views
Disbelief turns to sorrow, when lies become truth

Does anyone care if it’s homicide
Does anyone care if it’s suicide
Does anyone care that it’s genocide
The end will come dark, so black, it’s blue
Day and night, the hour passes for me and you
Trembling cries that bids life adieu

Ax

Dark is Light


Dark is light
The more you see in the dead of night
What hides, emerges
Triggering urges

Dark is light
Sense of smell grows in might
Filling, the lungs full
Stout and brawn, like a bull

Dark is light
Sounds, that echo with fright
Bones chilling
Minds opening

Dark is light
To touch the air soaring in height
Before the moon and stars a heart once undone
All senses now become one

Dark is light
A taste of our lifes’ rite
It strokes the tongue mild
Driving it wild

Dark is light
Compels to shine bright
And absorb a gift given, all us
The gift of life to feel what’s around us

Ax

Inside Of Me


I stand before you, tired and meek, frail and withered weak
Having felt the stinging burn of fire, melt my skin, thick in mire
The pain endured to great to resist, the glide, as a razor rounds wrists
Cutting in, not too deep, tingles as flesh yawns to sleep
The flow is slow, light fades to a glow
Where peace finally felt is real, on my knees, for me, I kneel
The strength I have left, saved so I may express
To you, me, I see, my face in the mirror, showing scars left by horror
My true spirit lives inside of me, my garden, my heavens glory
Not among the blessed martyrs, nor those taken as innocent youngsters
Here I am with passion I alone can muster, announce my freedom to live in my own lustre
The only god I know to be, whose light is inside of me

Ax